Need a Plan for My Marriage

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There is so much more I wanted to say. I am so annoyed by her. I have such contempt for the woman that I still love. I hate to feel this way! It just sucks so bad, and it seems so wrong. I know this is the way it is for many here, and I do not want to have this M continue this way. I do not plan to divorce, so I guess I have to do what I can to end this BS as soon as possible. I cannot wait to do more next week. She did seem ready for divorce when I said what I said. I do not remember exactly what she said because I was so angry. I guess I just blocked it out. I know I should not get mad, but I could not help it.


She is such a terrible person right now. I know I need the job, I need to man up, but what I really need is good sound advice to restore a good positive M.

We will see how this all plays out. I know I am making mistakes, so keep me on the right path.