thanks Pearl...I am not waivering on the adultery...bring it on...i don't care how he feels about that.
regarding happy hour guy...not so sure..not my type but I was very attracted to him..I am going to stew on this. NO physical contact..but I sort of wanted it. I think it was wise to not let anything happen. Let's see what happens in the future.
I am at yet another stage..I want a man at the same emotitonal level as me (non menstrual)..even if that means someone older...a 25 year old boy seems insufficient. I think his mom does his laundry still. ughh, I would prefer a man with his own kids already..but has evoloved...even a full head of gray would be OK I think. I had a great night out..lots of attention...makes H seem so insignificant. weird but nice.
I agree with you...I think I am going to just 'disappear' for a little while. Although his sister asked that I hang out with her manana..I love her to pieces so I think I want to..After that.....no contact. I need to go out with different men more often. Life after H is just fine...better than fine.
