So I haven't seen the H in the flesh for two weeks now. This worries me...is it easy for him to stay away? But why did he call me yesterday as if everything was "normal"? Nothing from him today, I'll just have to see how the weekend goes. I just don't know what to do except keep "dark"....as best I can. I am really determined to just do my own thing this weekend and see how the H acts.

I need to be strong, I need to be strong, I need to be strong. Just so tired of this situation.


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