feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Great response Kara...

I know. It's just that I've been trying hard this week and I'm having a "moment" ya know?

No I did not stew all day. I actually had a day of have to's and went about my business until I called H at 3:30. Then he pissed me the hell off like you don't know.
I'm so sick of how he talks to me. I've had it...really.

I'm trying to calm down now. I had 2 beers and I'm relaxing. It was a beautiful day here in Cali - 80 degrees and sunny. The wind is blowing and I'm full of thoughts. Why I'm here and all of that.....what am I doing?

I'm here while my H is out cheating with another married woman. How dumb is that? This is pissing me off.

I'm having a bad afternoon. I'm trying to keep it cool. I'm gonna take my kids to dinner and get out for a bit.

I'll never feel the same about my H again.

Luv