Hi, I am feeling much better. Think I may avoid the anti-depressants for now. No decisions on the home front. The bad news this week is that there is no end in site. It's going to on for a few more months. Yippee.
I am still hanging in there for my daughter. She is as disgusted with her father as I am but we're still a family. Life is going to be so busy the next 1.5 yrs with college visits, then auditions (for music), etc. I want to make the best decision for her.
She came home with wonderful news this week -- news that made me realize that perhaps I need to think about things longer. She has been nominated by her band teacher for a Distinguished Scholar Award for Talent in the Arts. She has to audition in June. If she is a finalist, she is awarded a 4 year scholarship. Even if she doesn't make it, it's a heck of an accomplishment to list on a college app! I am so proud of her.
For now my first priority is her -- and doing whatever I can to make her dreams come true. H and I get along fine (that's never been our problem). We're pretty much living together, but separated. I have my GAL activities that keep me busy when my daughter is not. H never wants to do anything anyway.
