Nothing new here. W has been in OK mood since above incident. I don't know if anyone noticed she was drunk or not, I didn't ask.
I wish spring would get here for good! The kids and I have been staying outside way too late in the evening after work. It's then a rush to get homework done but God it feels good!
I think I get stronger every day. I want my wife back, not the person that she is now. I am a different person and continue to try to learn and become a better person. It's a shame that it had to come to this for me to realize I needed to change. I will be better no matter what.
Still trying to detach, but am making great progress on that front. I do find myself mindreading and wondering about what she is thinking, etc. Not like before.
I miss her! I can control only myself. If she wants to try, great. If not, I will be OK.
