Will I ever be forgiven???

[dday101798]

Don't fret.

Your questions prompted me to revisit some of my older threads when I was in your position and felt the same way.

And then, (x)W was 6 of one, half dozen of the other, one day wanting to be friends, ever so sorry, BUT I repulsed her, there was too much damage done, blah, blah, blah.

And my (x)W did the very same things, not too worry.