Will I ever be forgiven???

[AtTheEnd?]

I think her exact words were something to the effect of "after all the dust has settled, my feelings haven't changed. The thought of touching you makes me physically ill." There was even a period when she was angry that she couldn't even look at me. The upsetting thing is when this hit, she sort of tried, but the more she talked to the OM, she became angrier and angrier. She just went ballistic, until for some reason they stopped talking, or at least not as frequently. I don't know what she does. I'm out of the house, she has her own cell phone, and I don't really have much contact.