Will I ever be forgiven???

[dday101798]

I didn't really see anything at all. From July/August through November we weren't speaking aside from issues pertaining to the kids and that was only at my pick/up and drop off times. I wouldn't look at her when I handed her "her check", nothing.

Therefor, the roles were reversed and she became the LBS.

Yes, the "TALK" came out of no-where. Again, the same sort of talk from her, "I want us to be friends", "I don't want you completely out of my life", "I miss you", all that stuff came around every 4 months since she left July of 2008. BUT, it was this time when I said as I always have, "I REFUSE to be friends with my W, XW, who is with someone else". But, unlike the other times, this time I could believe her when I didn't have to. This time the rules changed. This time, we weren't trying to prevent a divorce. And this time, there wasn't OM for her to be going back home to when the conversation was over.