Hope is healty mb28. You aren't even divorced. You certainly have reason to hold onto hope.

BUT... you can't let that hope drive you crazy. You need to work on OTHER things in your life to help you focus on healthier areas.

your position on not going back home was a solid one. Good call there.

His silence is most likely shame talking. he really is in the hot seat from his perspective.

But you need to focus on school, motherhood, and the new home you are looking towoards.

Surround yoruself iwth good people and keep busy. Don't give up on him, but Do give up the chase, THAT is not healthy.