Thanks everyone. My H doesn't seem to want anything to do with me, and refused to come and see me in the hospital. That breaks my heart, but I need to move past that. I do still have that little bit of hope that maybe he will change his mind, but I know I can no longer hold on to that, it's not healthy.
I've done little contact with him at all since I left the hospital on Wed. Only when it has to do with kids and household stuff. I'm currently staying with a friend for the next few weeks until I can get my own apartment. I just can't bare to go back to that house that we shared. My H is currently staying there with the kids, and is planning on taking it over when the D is started. I haven't heard anything from him about the D and his plans as far as that goes. I think he is just giving me some time to heal before he does anything. I did tell him that I could never go back to that house unless he decides he wants to work on the M. I didn't get a response from him when I said that though. I think I need to move on as if we were heading for a D. It's just very hard to come to terms with.
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10
