Will I ever be forgiven???

[AtTheEnd?]

That's what I figured. I thought I probably have 6 months to a year to go before a decision is made. Although she may have a date in her mind and end it prematurely, or even possibly meet someone that she feels it's worth trying with (worth going through with divorce for). I hope that isn't so since she seems much more rational now. I'm thinking that she will gradually grow feelings for me over time, as to where that other person has to be much better than me. It won't be a 'I hate you' stage to an immediate 'let's get back together' stage. It will be a gradual process. That's what I think it is, but I'm sure it will remain hidden from me. At least this is my hope, just looking for others experiences to see if this is indeed correct.