Will I ever be forgiven???

[AtTheEnd?]

musclegal,

That was really well put. The hurtful behavior of the WAS is what is the most damaging. Trying to get the marriage back on track, and being faced with unrestrained anger and selfishness is just so painful. We also had small children that put a large strain on our relationship and intimacy. The selfishness and anger have diminished for our relationship, and she hasn't filed, but we're not going anywhere. Just holding steady in separation.