The last several weeks have been very difficult for me. My dad passed away last week. He had been suffering for so long. I now take comfort in knowing he is in a better place.
I feel very empty for so many reasons. Throughout my dad's most recent illness H offered me very little support when I needed him the most. There was almost no compassion from him. During all of this H continued to make this about him. He became resentful when his needs weren't being met and when I wasn't actively supporting him. He talked about how unhappy he is and how we are "oil & water". I am now questioning why I am in this R and whether I have the energy to keep trying. Right now the energy is gone.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
