Last night was a bit tough for me - too quiet and lonely. I can't say I missed my STBXW, I just missed the sounds and life of my family. I called DD at 8:40pm (usually she's getting ready for bed at that time) and she was still playing with the other little girl there and my STBXW was chatting with her mom in the background. I think that made me feel even lonlier because she seems to have surrounded herself with others which makes it a lot easier. I am glad for my daughter that she has a playmate now.

I've been thinking in the back of my mind about my conversations with my STBXW. I've been very short and to the point and could easily be read as if I'm mad. I know there's a fine line between the two so maybe I need to say thanks and please more or a few LOLs in there or something.

FM, I did see a few local hiking clubs at meetup.com but to be honest I need a friend who forces me out the door to do stuff. When I get home I'm fine but after a couple of hours I'm bored out of mind and the quietness of the house starts to weigh me down.

I'll have DD this weekend so that gives me something nice to look forward to.

Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6
Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks
Aug 2006, left again
Apr 2007, filed for divorce
Dec 2007, reunited
Mar 2010, moved out, filed again