Its very hard not to believe, and even harder to ignore when it resonates within me and stays with me like an albatross around my neck. I know its me, and I know I have to look past what she says, and move ahead and GAL. I look at my 12 Survivor steps and take a deep breath and march onward - its what we all have to do I guess. Talking to you all here eases it a bit - where I find some comfort and motivation.

I will check out Jack and Lost threads - probably tonight or over weekend.

Tonight my D11 is in a school play - so my W, D21 and I will be together watching the play - looking forward to a nice night.


Me: 48
W: 47
M: 25 years T: 30 years
S24, D21, D11
Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09
Separated Feb 2010