Good Morning guys and girls, back to work day and I have dizzy spells again. My blood tests showed my Fe/iron is normal, still waiting for my feritin and something else. If these are all normal, I wouldnt be surpised if I have something growing in my head . In which case I better throw a mean MLC and FAST!!!
I got my bonus today. Paying off all my debts and having some extra cash to spend on me for Easter. As of April 25th, I am starting a savings plan, direct deposit from my pay-check to an account I cant touch. It will be first time I will be debt free since 2007 after he left. And not because of him. Because I have controlled my shopping urges and I am being careful. Funny, I have subscribed to that newletter for men "David something", one I read a few days ago it said "if your wife overspends because of the thrill of buying and not because of what she buys, then you are facing a crisis in your M". So true about me. I used to have to buy something, anything if I couldnt afford to, a bob bon, a magazine, anything to get through the day...
Anyway, my dad stil in the hospital, I had a heart to heart convo with mom, validating her feelings and telling her how much I appreciate how she supports my father. I think she felt better after that.
Dr.Love, he didnt try to tell me which doc to visit. He wanted to tell me he was worried if she was a good one and where did I find her. He is in NO WAY controlling in anything like that. He never was. I have enjoyed great freedom and respect all our common life together. Something HE cant say about me
Today was the first day I missed him a little. And I told him so on the phone. I felt his smile all the way to my office and his voice got giggly etc etc... He said "oh that is good news!!" K
. In which case I better throw a mean MLC and FAST!!!