How do I act?

[Surviving03]

well guys my H is home from Iraq... last night he came in about 1 am and i was in bed, he slept on the couch, he did come in my room one time and said do you want to say hi? but i was half out of it.. this morning we talked about R and he said he would try.. not sure how long he will or what he will actually try... said he would go to C on tuesday with me.... he has not made any attempt to have physical contact with me... but i feel like he is purposely walking around in front of me with no shirt, in a towel, etc (remember he lost a lot of weight in iraq) he makes little jokes about being physical but has said he knows it would just mess with things.... he told me he wants to just grab me but knows its not a good idea... he said i could go home with him on his little trip if i wanted and said i could even move to his next base with him if i wanted... he is not going to just kick me out... i dont know guys, is he giving me false hope?