Rabbit! I"m so sorry. Don't kick yourself for not keeping ODP - it's the toughest thing to do. And rr is right - you're fighting exhaustion I think and you're going to probably have a few meltdowns. It's ok. You're frazzled. I'm so sorry it's all amess and you're feeling buried. Can't believe H didnt' stay within phone reach. I think the hobbies allow the men to deal with their stress somehow - look at mine - on our bombiversary he spent the day flying...
But your anger is justified you're only human and you've had a ahell of a year. You've been holding the majority of the strength in the relationship for the past year and doing the heavy lifting - something's got to give.
Keep us posted and vent all you want. We're all here for you. Tomorrow's another day - take it in small chunks dear - just tomorrow, and then tomorrow night, and the the next morning...try not to look too far ahead or back. ((LR))xx
