8 weeks until D Day!!

[lea74]

Thanks Flo, just saw your reply. I will order it today, I think I need to work on the inside as well as the outside at the moment.

I am no in IC at the moment, which is not great. When I was going I was doing really well. I have had to change counsellors and am waiting for a spot to open up. Havent beenf or about 4 months now.

I have also had some abandoment issues in my life:

14yo - dad committed suicide, and I found him (he was bioplar)

14yo - lost all contact with Dad's family
14yo - met my H
14yo - Mom started having BF 3 months after my Dad died