That was very nice Lotus, I couldn't have said that better.
I have been beating myself up most of the evening trying to figure out what to write,but you found it.
It does get better from here mb28. And you are the change you are lookoing for really applies here. If you want something diffrent, you make it different.
Keep posting, let us know where you are and how things are doing... Keep up with all your friends and never lose hope on life.. it always goes both up and down. You just need to be patient for those up turns.
