I will NEVER go to my parents. I think they are the reason for this, my mom anyway. I told you I did something I know is wrong - I know I have a lower self - esteem and its hard for me to see any positive in myself but someone took interest in me, I was excited for that cuz it felt good and well now you can guess what happened. I could never talk to friends, they know my husband and all think he is great.
--- On Fri, 3/19/10, <aykme> wrote:
From: <aykme> Subject: Re: Fw: Life To: yahoo.com> Date: Friday, March 19, 2010, 2:07 AM
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It's the depression, depression makes you selfish, IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!
You said just about the same things my wife did.
I wanted to be sure and the moment you said pressure, I was.
I needed to turn you off of me in any romantic way or interested way I could.
Now there's still free will, but if you'll look at those emails, I said there is a reason.
The other night was the first time I was ever, EVER on craigslist, I was looking for a motorcycle and you're post caught my attention.
I wanted to look into your eyes and tell you, it will be ok, that's why I kept emailing you and told you not to talk to friends or relatives.
They will scew things, you go to your parents, well blood's thicker than water, they'll support you unconditionally.
You go to your friends, they're either going to support you or like some of my wifes friends have said, "she's crazy."
