Eventually, it will just "be." It's like when a parent dies. They were there your whole life and now they are not. Eventually, it just becomes life.

And people have written this earlier -- it isn't over. I have a feeling there are twists in this story that will turn in your direction.

Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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