Wow - I guess I do act "younger" than I am. I don't want to be old, or look old. I know divorcing wont SOLVE my problems and the grass isnt always greener on the other side, I guess I just want to peek and see if I like it, then if not, come back. Wow that is selfish!!
--- On Fri, 3/19/10, wrote:
From: <aykme Subject: Fw: Life To: Date: Friday, March 19, 2010, 1:30 AM
See the divorce wouldn't settle anything, you would still be depressed and trying to find yourself.
And when you cycle thru the stages, then the Regret or you just keep running.
He'd be heartbroken as hell and if you've been together this long, he can sense something is wrong.
I did in December of '08, I mean she got distant, testy as hell, then really happy, then she started pointing out all my faults, started spending even more time with the damn neighbor, took the family to Disney first wk of June and on that trip she made comments and man I couldn't stop it, I tried to, I tried.June 14th I came home from work my wife told me she was numb and had no feeling.
A week later she thought she loved me.
A week after that all hell broke loose and there was absolutely nothing that neither her or I could do.
If you think you and your husband have always been incompatible and you want to give up, just know it's not really YOU, it's the depression and past issues that you haven't addressed, a child issue you didn't put to rest is coming out.
