How (and who) to expose if OP is not married

[Allen A]

I don't consider this a down post 4luv, its simply beautiful.

You missing your husband isn't a down post. And for what it's worth every time you have those feelings try to remind yourself that this process is designed to force those in your husband as well... every time you feel it, its a reminder that he is probably feeling that too.

And that is nothing to be down about.

[4luv]

thx Allen. I do hope (and a little certain :-)) that husband has those feelings too. I have thought of it that way...this is a process...just gotta ride it til the end (or when I decide its the end).

[Allen A]

It really is just a test for you.. a test of you trusting that your husband loves you.

When you break protection and call him, you aren't trusting that those feelings he has are there...

I think this is similar to religious faith, but I certainly don't want to take heat for that... I am going to go get my helmet... lol