I am not going to send an email to OW. Just think it beats the purpose at this point.
I was having a good day today but I REALLY miss husband now. I miss talking to him and laughing with him. Just really missing him. wish this ride would be over and that i could snap my fingers and be in a happy and loving marriage. I can dream right :-)
Today I got my hair done (new cut...ow ow:-)) and I walked along the water with son and sat under a large tree enjoying the sun and the breeze and my favorite iced tea. It was a lazy day besides working but I need those every now and then. Sometimes I enjoy being alone (I am an only child) but other times I wish I could share some moments with husband.
Well, guess I will spend the rest of the night on this board and working on business plan...anything to keep life moving forward. Sorry for the down posts but just had to get some feelings released.
Me: 28 H: 32 1st marriage 4 both 1 1/2 year married 2gether for 9 1S: 6months 1stepson: 2yo