Running out of time.

[MHL]

CLV, DW, CTH,
Sorry, I have not been around for a couple of weeks, I needed to take a break, but I am back. Wanted to come downstairs for a beer.

I'm not sure how I should interpret her mood but maybe the OM2 bandaide and associated chemical fog are contributing to her seemingly happy and content demeanor or she just maybe truly content with her new life and the direction it is going.

If her mood is good around you then take it, don't try to spoil it with thoughts of OM. Don't try to interpret just observe, she was in a good mood.....Great!

Our exchange was pleasant, she looks good and seems happy. I think I came off as calm, cool and confident and natural. This surprise encounter (although it shouldn't have been) provided me with the opportunity to bring up a couple of topics that I needed to contact her about anyway so I took advantage of the timing.

Keep up this behavior, she will remember it. If you can consistently be this way around her it will add up over time. It only takes one word, one facial expression to erase weeks or even months of progress.

Time, it will take time. All the OM will burnout and she has to just experience it, I think my wife is on her way there and is still hanging onto "I don't think you have changed" as long as I have really changed she might eventually take a chance or realize but no matter what I will be better than I was. You will be too.

Gotta run. I will check back in on everyone later.

Happy "Little Friday"