Hello all...

Well, I spoke to the H today and it was not good for me. frown He is still talking D even though he called to say he spoke to a girlfriend of mind (that is another story - why on earth would she talk to him?) and that he was happy someone cared about me. He asked about me being in the hospital and why. Told him briefly and then he said I "screwed up" again by not making sure someone got in touch with him.

I did tell him that he should contact the neighbors because they wanted to do something for him and left it at that. But I was very distraught by his constant attempts to make me feel bad and that he said I stole his belongings and that he cannot trust me and that is why he doesn't want me to stay in the house while he is deployed.

I left a message for my L today to check again and he was in court. I haven't spoke to him yet, but I hope to speak to the l tomorrow morning. The H also told me he is going to be out of town next week.

I did something against the rules. I asked him if I would see him before he deployed and he said he didn't think that would be a good idea and then said, "I have to go...I'll speak with you later." DARN IT!!!

Things I did today:

1) Got up and dressed after having a great "pep" talk with 2 DBing friends

2) Went to work for only half a day and when I arrived, I went for a walk to get lunch (I know - I'm a slacker - I promise, I am not). It was such a beautiful day.

3) Got home at 6:00 and sat out on my deck for a half hour taking pictures. Very relaxing.

Thank you all for listening to me whine here and there.. smile

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Me 44
H 51
T 15 yrs
M 9+ yrs
No Kids
"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."