On the job front I do think some more effort wouldn't go amiss, certainly ATM being away and not able to check the job net pages for two days this time he can't afford!
Yes my GAL time is going to be impacted seriously in the next twelve weeks, will be working in the region of a fifty hour week, which limits my time spent with madam and also because I owe money to yard madam lives on my other sanctuary isn't comfortable at all because I know I owe so much money.
I'm just going to be tired, missing my darling madam and trying to hang onto an impossible ODP I feel a hypocrite encouraging you ladies to ODP when mine is hanging on by a thread. Wish I could some how dig myself out I just don't know where to start.. Not helped by not being able to contact H cos his phone has broken.. I do feel my own sense of security is to be built financially on my own, trouble is I have my own I'm just having to share it and when H has the capicuty to earn five times as much as me I feel so hopeless. I totally get I can't fix it but it does need fixing yesterday if you get my gist and the only way it gets fixed is by him getting a job! Sorry I need to rant can't let it out elsewhere ATM
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
