Spouse Suffering From Depression

[Lucky11too]

I wasn't expecting to hear from H yesterday, given that it was St Patricks Day and all and the biggest drinking day of the year. Surprisingly, I got a text from H in the afternoon (after me not initiating a text since the earthquake on Tuesday morn) joking with me saying "can I pinch you". I joked back that nope, I was wearing my green! Then he told me that he was going out that night with his friends that night and for sure up to no good, and then was going to have to open today. I was thoroughly annoyed at that comment and just told him not to get too crazy and to be safe. So I guess he went out last night and must have got pretty drunk (of course that might just be me assuming again). But my MIL asks me this morning if H had called me last night, which I said no, b/c she said she got a call from him at 2am but nobody was there. Kind of odd. Hope he's ok, but I haven't heard anything today about him being hurt, dead, or in the hospital, so that's good. Actually, haven't heard anything from him, but I think I'm just going to leave it up to him. I think I'm just kind of in the "over-it" mode right now. I am curious about what's going to happen with our usual friday night get-together tomorrow though.

So I had a super scary happening today. I was at work this morning and suddenly my vision went super blurry. I could hardly see anything. I had to have my co-worker read off the phone # for me so that I could call the eye dr and my mom to take me to the eye dr. I slowly got my vision back and then saw the eye dr a bit later. I always have a lot of sinus headaches and he thought I had something called an optical migrane, caused by the sinuses putting too much pressure on the optical nerve. Glad it's nothing major. At first I was so scared that I had a tumor or something! Just hoping that doesn't happen again!