8 weeks until D Day!!

[lea74]

Was lying in the bath earlier thinking about D Day which is coming very near and I am just not ready for it yet. I feel sick just thinking about it. Not because I want my H back (I think so) but because I just dont want to be D. I see it as a failure, that I have failed at my M. I havent even told alot of people that we are seperated (since last july) and am not sure how I will say that we are now D. I hate the stigma of being a divorced, single mom. I know that it is okay and I dont judge people for it - I have a lot of single divorced mom friends and they are great - I just dont want to be one.

Sorry if this offends anyone - it isnt meant to. I guess I just still havent come to terms with the fact that my M is over.