Well, if it makes you feel any better- -this past July, (our 12 year anniversary) I was writing my H a "goodbye" letter that I read to him in counseling the next day.
H had already said that he wanted to not speak/see each other for 3 months the week before and so we had scheduled one last counseling session where I would get to express all my thoughts and feelings on the matter. And they were not nice thoughts and feelings, let me tell you. I was *especially* angry that I had to write this on our anniversary. I was bawling as I wrote it.
I hope you do something nice for yourself today.
Ouch - that is painful - sorry you had to endure that.
Where I live it is absolutely beautiful today. Temps in the low 70's and lots of sunshine - quite a change from the snowstorms we were having a month ago. I plan on taking a nice long walk after work today. I'd run, but I did a pretty intense one yesterday and I have a half-marathon to do on Saturday morning and so I need to rest the legs. My girls are at their Mom's tonight, so I think I'm going to cook myself a steak on the grill and enjoy a nice glass (or two) of red wine.
