hugs ((mb28)),

I am glad that you didn't OD. God has a bigger plan in our lives that is greater than this situation with your or any of our marriages. Yes, your kids need you. What will be with all of our marriages will be but God does have it all in his plans. What the devil meant for bad, God meant for good. Praying for you...you have my encouragement. The good thing about this site and DBing is that in the end it really is about saving ourselves. Don't be hard on yourself. You have been through a really trying time...I am with you on that. Keep praying, keep strong, and don't worry about your husband. He has his own path that he will have to follow just like my husband. We have to grow on our own journey. Maybe at the end we will meet up with our husbands...who knows, but at least we will be all the better for going on this journey.


Me: 28
H: 32
1st marriage 4 both
1 1/2 year married
2gether for 9
1S: 6months
1stepson: 2yo