Sorry to have to tell everyone this, but on Fri at 9:00 am I snapped and lost all control. I tried to OD, and ended up in the hospital. I just got out yesterday. I feel awful for what I did, and I lost control. I lost all hope of ever saving my M, and hit rock bottom. My H was very cold and unloving during these last 6 days, and I've realized that he really does not care about me anymore. He said if there was ever a chance, there is none now of ever fixing our M. I am very sad about this, but I know that this is no longer about him and his drama, but about me and my kids. I need to be healthy and happy for myself and my kids.
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10