Need a Plan for My Marriage

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Hi Greek,

I appreciate all the help. I am doing my best to find a job. I know it is important. I have made some bad choices and would have a job if I had done what I thought was best instead of listening to her and putting her and her career first. That is my mistake, and I am paying for it now. She made so many negative comments and told me I could do better so I passed on some good opportunities which I will never do again. It has made my experience become a problem in the interview process. I am educated and able, but I need the chance to prove that. I am in a very competitive area even for jobs that do not require the amount of education I have. That has been a problem because I am over educated. I do not have the opportunity to GAL because someone has to make sure the kids are cared for. Everyone can tell me what i need to do and I will agree fully. She nis never home, so I take care of kids and that is most important. They need stabiity especially now. That is not an excuse,. It is just reality for me and them at the moment. I do have some recruiters helping me fully. I have put her first to much, and now she is having an affair. I could explain more, but it always comes back to me being the problem when I have put her and my family first. We always made decisions together. Now she blames me for the the problems. I don't ask her anymore. I will do what I need to and want to for my career. I don't care if agrees or not. I hope I do not come off angry or making excuse. It is just the reality of the situation that I hope to explain as clear as possible.