I know this is what I need to do. I have most of my decree written (thanks again BBJ) except for the holiday portion. Each time I try to approach it I get angry. Angry because I don't want to have to share my time with my son. I've raised him, virtually on my own. I understand he has just as much right as his father but it kills my heart to face that I won't get to spend time with him all the time.
I'm struggling with this. I know this is what I need to do (file) but it's what I've fought so hard to avoid...and well here I am anyway. Scared because it makes it final. Cutting the cord once and for all. Scary reality!
