feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Damn...I thought I was past these sad feelings. I woke up this morning with such an ache...ugh.

H got in 2 hrs later than normal and came with 4 cookies and handed one to each of us. He looked around for dinner but we were long done. We watched a movie and went to bed.

This morning he was very mean...like he wanted to start a fight with me. I didn't say a word and he was complaining why did I put his sweatshirt on the floor (in my room) he came into the kitchen and I said, "no reason for you to talk to me that way" he put his hands up and said, "leave me alone"...very nasty attitude.

He rushed out the door and mumbled have a good day. I haven't seen this kind of hostility in a while. Maybe he's mad because I took down his MBA plaque from the bedroom wall yesterday and replaced it with a picture of the kids...who knows?

My best friend flies in today so I get to see her for a while so I'm happy about that. I am not feeling so good inside. I'm trying to suck it up. This has to fade.

God give me patience.