How do I act?

[Surviving03]

well i decided that i dont even need to have proof...my womanly instincts are telling me that there IS someone else... It just kills me that he would let something like that tempt him so much to make such life altering decisions like this while we are seperated and have been for such a long time... but all things point to there being someone else...little tid bits of info i have heard and discovered, its all coming together.... i bet he didnt even mean to email me from his new account, he probably did that on accident and never meant for me to know he had a different one, and keep letting me check his old account and think he isnt up to anything, especially since he knows what kind of trouble i can get him into in the military if he was messing around in the desert. He is smart...but not that smart, i guarantee he didnt mean to email me from that new account. Men always slip up... or i guess i should say that person having an affair or trying to be secretive ALWAYS slip up in some way. I just have to feel like he is such an idiot to think he could just meet someone over in iraq, know them for a few months and think that this fantasy relationship is going to be like a hollywood movie of love... dumb dumb dumb! but I guess thats how these things typically play out...I feel like Jennifer Aniston and he is Brad Pitt with Angelina... which is sad cause even though jen aniston has made peace with herself she hasnt found some new guy that makes her happy And Brad never did return to jennifer after realizing that he made a mistake....:(