Yes - I made it to the parade set up area and spent 20 minutes with my D11 - she was surprised and happy that I was there - so that was good. Couldn't stay long, but the few minutes were worth it.

Yes - I try to ignore the things W says - but very hard. Last weekend's conversation still feels like a dagger stuck in my heart - "didn't have love for you for years" - "I wasn't making love to you during that time, it was just sex to me" - I don't know, just so painful for me to accept. Anyway - I'm hanging in there......


Me: 48
W: 47
M: 25 years T: 30 years
S24, D21, D11
Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09
Separated Feb 2010