I hate it too, and I have a key logger and you know what i feel like crap every time I go to it. I haven't looked at it in a week and it makes me feel better but the temptation is still there. I just need to get rid of it. It also sucks because I know her passwords to her FB and her email and I check them too but like I said I'm just abusing myself.
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guys i really think i should give up and get out of here
Only you can decided that, only you can decided if you want to save your marriage. You are going to be the only one working on it because he doesn't want to. But if you do what everyone on this site says which is work on YOU.
It is hard, believe me. I've made major backslides in the past two days. I stopped talking to my W about our R and in these past two days I brought it up and it spewed out of my mouth and I couldn't stop it. If I had just stuck to my guns and left it alone I would have been better off. You need to make goals for yourself and start doing them. Keep your head up. It isn't something you can learn over night.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
