Please pray for me. It sunk it that W doesn't care about me anymore. Got surgery yesterday and she left upset because of R talk. Acutally I got upset and accused her of being a pitiful person who pretty much closes off and runs away when things get hard. Don't know if it was the Valum(sp) that was talking from the surgery but it more than likely wasn't. Asked her to come back to help me with our kids mainly our S2 who I cannot pick up because of the surgery. Need to actually write down goals and things I want to see done with me. I think that is my main prob, i haven't really commited to anything but working out and keeping my kids busy. Which is next to impossible because they have the combined energy of a supernova.
Going DARK.......pray I stick to my guns.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
