How do I act?

[clarkova]

...yes meghunny I am praying for you too, I do believe in the power of prayer. Remember, confidence is sexy.

[Cautious]

Praying for you, meghunny. I know the exact mixture of conflicting emotions you're having all too well. If I were you, I'd read the "I don't buy it" article that's been linked in a couple threads around here (I read it on flowmom's thread). I really enjoyed it, and that will tell you how you SHOULD act. But it's all up to you on the execution

Happy St. Patty's Day!

[Surviving03]

hmm.... very interesting article cautious... i wonder if i am too late to try to utilize that... maybe when my H brings up R talk i can use that... i dont buy it, what can i do to give you the distance that you need without hurting this family? hmmm its worth a shot!

[clarkova]

Cautious,could you please do a cut & paste of "I don't buy it" here? I could not find it and I am going to be in the same shoes as meghunny in a few weeks.

[Surviving03]

i found it under flowmoms theard, i think on page 25 it was a link and it wasnt acually called i dont buy it...

[Surviving03]

ok H will be here in T- 5 hours... and i could not look more awesome today! if he doesnt want to be with me after seeing me today, he is crazy! lol I am wearing a little olive green dress (kinda a shirt dress) with some knee high brown boots... and i look fabulous! (trying to keep my confidence going) ok but really i am scared to death with no idea how to greet him or how to talk to him or how to look at him...etc... Lord, give me a miracle!!

[Surviving03]

crap you guys! just got an email from H saying he wont be in now until 1 am! i am going to be exhausted by then! and prob not so cute looking! dang it dang it dang it! AND he emailed me from a new email account that he must have made up recently, here i thought i was doing good since i have all his passwords to stuff, NOPE he made a whole new account!

[Surviving03]

alright guys... what are some good key loggers??

[Wildaces81]

Meg, are you sure you want to be snooping all your going to do is really abuse yourself?

[Surviving03]

no i suppose not... i just hate that i dont know.... guys i really think i should give up and get out of here...