S14! is SO lucky to have you and D17 there for him. I'm really glad to hear he is willing to talk to someone. Is there someone already in place for him that knows the situation? Has D17 already been to see a C? It's such a good thing that S14! and D17 have a close enough relationship that they can lean on each other.
((Awoken)) I know how much this must hurt to see your son in this place. You are being really strong and that will make a difference to him down the road. Be glad for the Dad you can be now - you can't change the past - you can only make the future a better one for you and your kids.
Remember the discussion with PG and the way your kids have had to deal with the family up till now. They may be in a hard place now, but they've had to live with some hard times in the past as well. Just continue to be the great Dad that you are. Your strength will help them.
