I regret the way I handled so many things and I finally realize that he regrets the way he handled things to.

Tonight is really an inner peace moment for me about the relationship. I feel like the crappy stuff is really getting sloughed off like old yucky snake skin. Starting fresh.(Sorry for the gross analogy)

M38, H37
S3, S7
Together 15 yrs
Married 8 yrs
Bomb July 2008
Inhouse separation
"I hate you" "We are over" (too many times to count)
Reconciled Sept 2009 (still worth it)