Quart, don't let the what-if's take you down. The whole thing comes down to unfair comparison, and it's more unfair to yourself to dwell on it. The more you live in your past, the less you can focus on your present and what you need to do for you now. Don't get me wrong, there's a time and place for thinking about it, but your journaling looks like a pit of despair that makes me sad that your journey went that far. You deserve to feel good.
Happy St. Patty's Day, and keep your chin up.
Me: 26 Ex: 27 Son: 5
Divorced: 3/2010 Each day is another opportunity to do it right.