I dropped the remaining things of W's at a neutral location. Her reply was- I wanted to get the yest. why you being a dirk? I wanted to get the yest. WTF?!
Unfortunately I did reply... ' I was out o eat...you were supposed to get them Mon the Tues.
later I added-
I dont want this anymore, good luck in your life.
I am done...darkness will prevail from here...I have rid myself of her belongings and excuses to keep me waiting for her to show up one last time...fully prepared for these to be the last words to W.
Please pray for me to have the strength to try something different, to rid myself of my obligations and duty- to be a better man to myself, b/c I do deserve better.
