5 more days till the Big D

[brknheart]

The past 3 days have been hell. She txted me for some info about the house..the house that she TOOK from me! I know it takes time to heal but it just makes me feel worthless when I see her moving on so easily with a new relationship, new job, new life... My life has been turned upside down and thru the washer. I know assumptions are bad but it just seems like she has it "easy" and taking the D like its just a minor bump in life. I keep telling myself "What goes around, comes around". Is it healthy to wish bad on her? Maybe not. She has no clue what she has done to me and put me through the last 6 mths. One day she will have to face her demons. I meet with a local divorce group weekly, it helps to talk with others going through the same thing. Im just very anxious for the next big step in my life. Im also worried that I may never be happy, will I be able to trust someone again.