The other thing I am doing is going dark - really dark. Apart from the email I have to send I havent spoken to H in 2 weeks, and only on handover.
I dont respond to texts or emails at all. However, for some reason now, I miss him. I mean really miss. I am really confused why now??? He has been gone for 8 months now and I didnt miss him before but now I do - I can actually feel it in my gut.
Aghh!!
Me 37 years young!! S11 S7 T22 M14 D final 13.05.2010 Today is the first day of the rest of my life!!! First post: D Day has arrived