Will I ever be forgiven???

[AtTheEnd?]

Not throwing in the towel. Not giving up, just living my life now, enjoying myself where I can. Great job, good friends, and fantastic daughters. I can truly say that I love every aspect of my life, except for one. I wasn't looking back, but I did a backslide in the last two weeks and was trying to monitor WAS progress. I re-focused and feel much better for it.

We have been together for 16 years, married for 11. 3 D (10/8/4). She has the house, the car she wanted, and we still have a joint account. Communication between us is better than at any point since this has started, and she's actually reading something I gave to her in Sept/Oct, although very slowly (pretty dense book though). I'm not getting hopes up, and just doing my thing. It's difficult to imagine everything that you will be losing, but I can't control that, and I need to remember that. Live day by day, be the best person you can be. That's my mantra. :-)