I went through the same exact thing a few weeks ago. We lost ours as well. I'm sorry, I know how hard it is.
There have been some other very difficult things that have came up along with my divorce this past year. I could have never imagined....
I too have asked that question, "when will it stop?"
You will get through all of this and become a much stronger, more balanced and better all around person I promise you. Often, this is how we grow as individuals. I know it's tough to see it that way right now, but you will get through all of this.
